Monday, April 24, 2006

THE dream...

so i've realized i have a recurring dream of sorts... it pretty much consists of me being somewhere and basically being lost... i've had a couple where i'll just be standing in the middle of a school, that i'm apparently attending... and i'm sometimes naked, but the main thing is that i've BEEN going to school there for a while and SHOULD know where everything is... but i have no clue where my locker is, let alone the combo... or where my classes are, or where the office is, or who anyone is... last nite i had a dream that i woke up in a foreign place, but i think it was just a part of SF that i haven't been to yet... anyway, i was naked when i woke up in the dream and had no idea where my clothes were, or my keys, or phone, or wallet, or anything else i normally have with me at all times... i had that same feeling of helplessness and vulnerability from the other dreams... and for me these dreams are far worse than any type of dream that most people consider nightmares... i actually LOVE those dreams where you get chased by a maniac, or 50 little gremlins eat you and shove you into a milk-crate (yes i've had that one)... they're kind of like little movies for me... but on the upside i do have a lot of dreams where i'm flying or floating... come to think of it... i remember waking up kind of sweaty last nite... i just figured i was hot... but i think that dream got me all sweaty and anxious... and yea, i'm pretty sure i know what the dreams mean... it seems obvious that it would mean i feel lost and without direction... which is pretty much true...

Tuesday, April 11, 2006

i <3 undo

oh, so the other day i finally made the leap and purchased one of them tablet & pen input doo-hickeys for the computer... they look like a mousepad with a pen... and you can actually draw on them and it draws straight to the computer... i guess mainly because i've seen so many really awesome paintings on the deviantart.com website and most of them turn out to be digital paintings... which seems a lot more carefree and relaxed... since there's always that sweet undo button... :) i <3 undo...

Thursday, April 6, 2006

The Order of the Boom-Fist!

so, keeping in line with (b)logging my random thoughts...
i was talking to sergio earlier today on AIM and he was telling me how the punches thrown on LOST sounded ridiculously loud... so of course i told him that if i ever make a movie, every punch thrown is going to sound like an explosion!

so naturally i started to think that the same effect could be achieved if i taped some of those little snap things (the sperm-looking wads of tissue paper with gunpowder in them) to my fingers and punched someone in the head... so obviously my next thought was that if i "taped" enough of them to my hand maybe i could make someones head explode (of course my hand would be gone too, but it'd be worth it!)...

so sergio was in awe of my brilliance and said he wanted to be my pupil, so i decided i should have a dojo or something... and it should be called "the order of the boom-fist"!! i should make a mock-website... i already have the logo all planned out...