Monday, July 31, 2006

overstand

random thought of the day:
how come people say, "i don't understand" instead of, "i overstand"...

Wednesday, July 5, 2006

Last nites dreams...

I had a couple of dreams last nite involving lots of soldiers... i remember the first one fairly well, it was me and a couple of friends riding around town bored... and someone (not me) thought it'd be a good idea to drive over to the army base and shoot at some soldiers, and apparently we had some handguns and rifles in the car... so we drove over there, drove straight up to the gate and started exchanging gunfire, i think i killed one guy, mainly because he was about to kill one of my friends... next thing i know we're trying to get away on foot, running down railroad tracks... but unfortunately we got surrounded by a buttload of troops and we threw our hands in the air and surrendered... and i remember saying, "i knew this wasn't a good idea"... there was even a military trial in my dream and we were all sentenced to at least 10 years in prison... the dreams was pretty realistic, i can remember the feeling i had in my gut when i realized i'd be spending the next 10 years of my life in prison... not fun...

the other dream i remember only in bits & pieces... something about being in the future, in the army, and trying to fight off some aliens that were invading our bunker... but they were pretty much humans, so i guess they were bodysnatcher types... the bunker had fogged over glass and i think we were trying to hide in there, when we shoulda just been shooting at them, since they started chucking grenades into the bunker... anyway, a female alien busted through the window pointing a machine gun in at us, i was under the window and wrestled the gun away from her, and shot her twice in the chest... it was pretty intense, the rest of the dream is too choppy to put into words... that's all...

Monday, July 3, 2006

Dream -last night

so last nites dream was the first one in a long time that i've remembered any amount of detail, which isn't even that much really...
anyway, i remember it started out with me and some other friends climbing around on some big mound of light-brown dirt... it was supposed to be the backyard of my families house... and the yard was huge! and there were smaller mounds on the one HUGE mound... and i think they were infested with termites... there were bugs everywhere... but that's about all i remember from that part... just hopping around and climbing on the big dirt mounds... then i remember running through some wooded area with some friends, it was either really cloudy/dark or it was twilight... not quite dark yet.. and we came to what seemed like a dried up moat, with a fence on the other side... so there was about an 8 foot drop into this dried up moat that was about 10-feet wide, then we had to climb up the other side, walk a few feet and climb over this 10-foot fence.. once we got over the big fence we noticed that it was slightly darker and a lot windier, and there was an ominous feel in the air... so on this side of the fence there was this abandoned grade school a little ways down from us, and there was a much smaller fence that ran perpendicular from the larger fence all the way down to the school... as we approached the school a group of small children appeared in front of us, they weren't normal though, they seemed like they were made of black smoke, but sort of solid. anyway, they were mumbling things like "go away" and "you shouldn't be here" and started coming closer to us... so i fore-armed one of them in the head... and i remember him getting really upset and me trying to tell him it was only a joke... but it was too late, and after that day i was haunted by him, and his ghost would kick me in the balls every once in a while... not cool at all. but apparently in the dream i made some kind of threat to him, like if he didn't leave me alone i'd come after him after i died... i might have even threatened him with, "i'll kill myself just so i can come fuck you up!!"... and it worked...