greetings, from the future...

so i managed to kick the habit last nite... i cancelled my subscription to world of warcraft, and uninstalled it... i'm even gonna give the box/cd's to hami tonite so i can't even reinstall it if i get weak... but before i killed it, i took a pretty good screenshot of my main guy... then i put that as my wallpaper on my computers desktop... i figure that i can look at it and maybe it'll ease the pain of separation... or it'll do the opposite and just torture me... we'll see...

so as of 1/1/07 i've been trying to write my daily activities in a journal (pen & paper) just for the hell of it... and i'm trying to keep it more fact-based, as opposed to random thoughts or dreams or whatever crap goes on in my head. but of course once i start writing i veer off on tangents of all sorts... so i'm not sure if i'll be posting much on here, i know all one of my readers will be saddened by this news... but hey, i don't keep this journal for the masses... but yea, i'm gonna try to keep this journal as randomness/dreams and the paper journal mainly factual, which means 90% of the time it'll say: Went to work, played WoW, went to sleep.fucking WoW... how i love to hate u...

OK, this is getting kinda scary.. i had another dream last night that involved a natural disaster while i was at work (i forgot to blog one recently involving a tsunami), but this time it was a dream within a dream and i was outside my building instead of in it. however, in the dream i was asleep AT WORK while having the dream (within the dream). so i was outside of my building (but the surroundings were more like a tropical resort) and someone pointed out that there was a trail of smoke coming out of the bay, and they said, "did they just fire a missile from under the bay??". which i thought was pretty idiotic... and before i got to say that it seemed more like an asteroid/meteor crash, there was a huge explosion/rumbling sound and the water began to swell and move outward. then i had that knot-in-the-stomach feeling that you get when you know you're fucked... -sidenote: the trail of smoke was pretty thick which seemed to indicate a large asteroid, but it seemed