Tuesday, January 16, 2007

i'm off the juice...

so i managed to kick the habit last nite... i cancelled my subscription to world of warcraft, and uninstalled it... i'm even gonna give the box/cd's to hami tonite so i can't even reinstall it if i get weak...

but before i killed it, i took a pretty good screenshot of my main guy... then i put that as my wallpaper on my computers desktop... i figure that i can look at it and maybe it'll ease the pain of separation... or it'll do the opposite and just torture me... we'll see... i'm off the crack...

Tuesday, January 9, 2007

pen or keyboard?

so as of 1/1/07 i've been trying to write my daily activities in a journal (pen & paper) just for the hell of it... and i'm trying to keep it more fact-based, as opposed to random thoughts or dreams or whatever crap goes on in my head. but of course once i start writing i veer off on tangents of all sorts... so i'm not sure if i'll be posting much on here, i know all one of my readers will be saddened by this news... but hey, i don't keep this journal for the masses...

but yea, i'm gonna try to keep this journal as randomness/dreams and the paper journal mainly factual, which means 90% of the time it'll say: Went to work, played WoW, went to sleep.fucking WoW... how i love to hate u...

Thursday, January 4, 2007

WTF!?!? another natural disaster dream...

OK, this is getting kinda scary.. i had another dream last night that involved a natural disaster while i was at work (i forgot to blog one recently involving a tsunami), but this time it was a dream within a dream and i was outside my building instead of in it. however, in the dream i was asleep AT WORK while having the dream (within the dream).
so i was outside of my building (but the surroundings were more like a tropical resort) and someone pointed out that there was a trail of smoke coming out of the bay, and they said, "did they just fire a missile from under the bay??". which i thought was pretty idiotic... and before i got to say that it seemed more like an asteroid/meteor crash, there was a huge explosion/rumbling sound and the water began to swell and move outward. then i had that knot-in-the-stomach feeling that you get when you know you're fucked...

-sidenote: the trail of smoke was pretty thick which seemed to indicate a large asteroid, but it seemed odd that there was such a delay (about a good 5 seconds) before any signs of impact.

anyway, i happened to be standing near a small drop-off, it was some jagged rocks that dropped about 10 feet down to a beach-like sandy area. i jumped down there thinking that the wall would shield me from the initial blast of water and if i could hold my breath long enough i might survive. after the jump down, water blasted over and around me, and it was taking a while to actually reach me, i guess the force blasting it over me was very strong, and i kept sucking in more and more air anticipating being submerged.. and right as the water was upon me is when i woke up (in the dream) in my office... i was pretty freaked out... the rest is a bit fuzzy..